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Is it the pineapple tarts? the curry? Or just those stupid tax comps? I am falling ill... haiz. CNY is a time where I fall ill very easily but why at this time? Taking MC will only mean more work piling up for me *sighs*

Kinda regret not gg for company dinner cos it sounds quite fun but the family steamboat was a blast too! Seriously out of so many steamboats I have eaten, the one at my auntie's hse is the best! All the ingredients r really v nice. Plus got to see my cousins =) But i only got to slp at 1 plus again. I have been sleeping at tat unholy hour or even later for dunnoe how many consecutive days and I probably look like a zombie.

Can somebody please organise a mahjong session cos I am really dying to play it. Dun noe whether it's some omen but I dun seems to be able to play. Haiz maybe I will take matters into my own hands by organising one! But first will be the genting trip... to van hui and shawn: I will be offering certain tour packages to ur soon haha. Give me a date where ur r free kz... Cya soon!

Back to tax comps tmr... Argh!



fly away - 梁静茹

这一次是我自己为自己下的决定
很小心你说慢慢来别怕来不及
如果我还有一点点不安或者迟疑
我不会对你的反应那么好奇

多远啊其实也很不愿意
其实也不想回忆
谁没等到错过了流星
我们啊交集在这意外的假期
一定那里见过你一定曾经梦见你

fly away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛
看着你就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定
fly away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
有一个人有一颗心
才仅默默之中在那里

这一次连我自己都说我毫不悔意
爱上你终于我发现我还有勇气
为你我觉得遗憾的是我不够自信
不了解你说了一些话的用意

几乎是所有时间在想你
快乐之后是压抑
有没有过这样的呼吸
幸福啊只要一个眼神的交集
我们拥抱着自己
我们渴望着相遇

A beautiful song isn't it!

I am going for the company dinner after all... heh fated to go hor.

One week is all I am gg to give. I lack patience and confidence I guess. Forgetting is easy if not a pity.

Gg to watch videos... heh can't wait for tmr's seoul garden with my cousins =)

Ate Crystal Jade ramen... Wah the food not bad! And not too ex too... had a gd chat with huang they all and took lots of pics to commemorate. Hoho I shall post one here...

Sat: New Year eve! Went to my mom's side to eat lunch and had a great catch up session with my relatives. Played monopoly with my cousins. Wah my cousins haf all grown up a lot. Heh I haf this also considered qing mei zu ma younger male cousin who grew up to be so mature and shuai (v tan). Wah I was telling my gal cousins tat whoever marries him will be so lucky cos his character is so gd- gd tempered, nice, aiya dunno how to describe but it's just gd! But can't into to my friends cos he is 3 years younger haha. His younger bro became even bigger and stronger than b4. He is only 6 but he can lift me off the ground! No it's not becos I am thin okie - in fact it's the opp =( It's cos he is v v strong and he fights like a bull!

My 2 other cousins neva really change (haha cos I see alot of them so prob wun notice much) but the guy one is addicted to maple just like my bro! The gal one is still as cute... haha shall elaborate abt her later.

At night we had the real reunion dinner at hm! Haha scary how I even go to hougang for such an event... We ate this 10 course dinner at wok dinner but the food really cannot make it. I tink my fried rice is even better than theirs. But we ate everytink... The meal was really great cos we cousins got to haf one table and every min was filled with excitement! Haha better than hearing all the gossips with the adults...

After tat we went to tong's house. He showed us his pro skills in the online game "auditions". I can bearly see his hands move across the keyboard! Heh and the dance rocks... all our eyes were glued to the screen and the punishment was hilarious.

Sun: The actual day! Hongbao day too =P Didn't go to the temple in the morning cos no time and rush off to my father's side for lunch... Another round of coo-ing cos the babies cousin all grow up and they r so so ke ai!!! Wah tink overdose of cute-ness le. Haha... grandma's food is as ncie as ever esp when I only get to eat them once per year. The chang shou mian with curry cum duck cum the "zhu zha tang" is a heavenly combi! Who cares abt gaining kgs when I can haf such delicacies!

Later went on to the temple b4 returning home. This year is diff cos my mom is hosting the gathering for my mom's side. She cooked up a storm and order pizza and kfc (Yum yum yum!!!). My cousins came and I intro hua yang to them. Haha they love it (who wun? =)) My 2 aust cousins stayed over at my house and I intro dai dee to them. My bro joined in and we had a couple of rounds strategizing etc... Quite shuang to win cos I hardly do when I play with my co ppl. I was grinning from ear to ear when I finish- wahahah I sound so mean!

Mon: Went out with my cousins plus bro to cathay to catch a movie. Warning to all- if u dun wan to watch a pathetic 55 min movie filled with sick jokes and images of gals with big boobs, dun watch epic movie cos it totally sux! Wah I was expecting it to be smth like scary movie but it is not even close. I will only give it half a star out of 5. Yar it's tat bad... haiz shld haf watch protege or norbit.

Went on to ps's poh kim where my cousins went crazy over the cheap korean vcds (it's v ex in aust). We then zap off to marina sq to shop but to our dismay... lots of shops r close. Went on to suntec for our dinner at Just noodles. Haha the kimchi quantity was really really small!!! Not even 1/5 of the tinky plate. Went on to the fountain of wealth... the water is beautiful! Pics to show it all...

I am kind of in the bad mood today cos 2 cheaters have reappeared thru technology once again. To the first one... just get lost and back off from my friend's life will u! I wouldn't wan to state my lowly opinions of this incorrigible liar who tinks he is a saint. To the second, I am not some young kid who will believe tat i once contacted u when I dun even noe ur face. If u were genuiely my "friend" once then wouldn't u haf stated ur name? *Rolls eyes* This is a prime e.g. of y some gals get cheated online. How i wish there's some portal to report all these wolves hiding under some filmsy sheep skin to. Wow I feel good chiding these losers. I am already so tired and irritated and now these losers haf to bug me...

Luckily there are always things to brighten up my day! My dear cousins haf came back from aust!! Wow I seriously miss them alot. Relative visitings haf been a bore without them cos the rest of my cousins are all below the age of 8. Had a great time catching up on my life with them.

Okie this is random but I recently formed a new perspective of myself and the source is from my work. I am prone to setting up barriers for myself and most of them exist for nothing! When I first started work... Me and my friend go "these people are not like us" and we ended up being really quiet. But after rethinking about it and really opening up, I realise tat my colleagues are great people whom I can communicate well with! Even though they are not the typical kind of people I will approach for friends (tat's how cliques fomr rite?), we still haf much in common and working has been a blast ever since I really opened up. So this goes to show tat not eveything is wat it seems and if one banished those invisible barriers, u will get to see a clearer picture and feel more happy.

The o level results are out... my bro did great. Hope all my juniors did well too. Shall blog nxt time. Mmm... shall blog about my reunions meals nxt wk =) Yum yum...



I am gg to be v random and most part of the post will be filled with stuffs tat me myself can't comprehend so bear wth me. The reason for my inability to tink straight now: cos I just did smth, or shld I said smth happened to me tat cos my world to be shaken by quite a bit. Sometimes I really scare myself cos I will wonder: was tat really me? y did i do such a tink? tat really shldn't be wat i believe I am... oh well i wanna blame it on one person for inspiring me. Haha all her fault! Or shld I thanx her? I dunno. Wat eva. Argh I am a mess...

Okok i shld stop this madness n post the logical post which I wanted to post a few hrs ago. Work is super ultra incredibly tiring this wk cos the amt is really beyond my ability to finish within a mere (can u believe I am using the word 'mere'!) 8 hours! My senior gave me a shock this wk... she is like super ultra serious normally but suddenly she pull my hair in tat "friendly- i wanna tease u- u r my buddy" manner and said hi to me which a big grin. Wah ok the impact really can't be described using these sentences but I got a big shock! Wahaha she is really v nice but also v serious when she is working. N she called me blur sotong this wk cos I did smth really... haiz blur. My folly was: 31-20= 8. Okie laugh all u like ppl... tink pri sch kids' maths better than me at least for tat moment. Oh and I killed alot of trees this wk... to be exact I wasted 90 paper. Dun ask me how cos I refuse to say... I haf sinned.

Happy to be meeting up with friends for dinner cos I wld haf more life... Tat one was the source. Argh y am I keeping a mountain out of a mole hill... tat didn't mean anytink wat. I detest my sensitiveness. Forget just forget.

I shall just stop bloggin cos I need to sort out my thouts like urgently. Oh n hope s'pore win tat soccer cup.

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