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Sunday, 28 May 2006 ( 10:02 pm )
Haha... haven blog for quite some time so got lots of stuffs to update on...
Watched da vinci code this week with hui and shawn! Wow I was rather surprised cos the plot was quite entertaining and full of twists... in fact it was so full of it till it made me wonder when it was ever gg to "the end". The freaky parts was tat of the albino monk silas, punishing himself for his sins. I liked him, though he is very creepy. Mmm... Feel tat he would not haf become wat he was, if he's family background was much better, andwell all he was doing was for the sake of his bishop whom helped him when others deserted and failed him. Oh and there is another likable character, tat old professor leigh. Yes he may once again be the antagonist where he used everybody, even his own friend all in the name of seeking the truth. His obession with discovering the grail leads to his downfall. Regardless of his lack of character, he lightens up the whole movie.
Mmm... there is the soccer match this week too! Before tat, we had a class outing where most ppl actually went. But still ended up with tat few cliches but tat is to be expected. Had a pretty long lunch with jane and me refilling our drinks like 100 times, each consisting of a creative mix of different soft drinks. I proclaim, the shanice-felicia creation to be the best =)Went to tat giant candy stores in MW and boy I saw happy hippo again!!! N took a pic too! Heh... neva knew there were so many interesting stuffs in there but well, food has always been interesting.
Then came the soccer match. We met with a rain storm but luckily, it stopped in time. This is one of the most exciting match I have eva seen!!!! Wow, mj was leading 2-1 and there was only about 20min left. I was extremely frustrated with our playing- where the players make an lacklust effort to get the ball, whereas mj's strikers were like wow. N our goalkeeper is definitely not one of the best either. But then came tat last 15 min of miracle or should I say luck. All the mj good players started collasping on the field due to some injury (mmm or should I be typing "injury") and started wasting time by groaning in pain and refusing to get off the fields. Please, we are not watching some soap opera here guys! The drama of watching 3 players with their legs in the air, doesn't score too well with them if their motive is to end the game fast in their favour! Yar in the end they got sub out and then, our players (finally) show them who are the pros. Wow 2 goals in 4 min and nice real goals too! Not those tyco goals like tat of our 2nd goal last year. I was screaming my lungs out sia!!! Haha... N in the end- yes every victorian was shouting it- "WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS"... finally got our revenge *grins*
Was discussing on the mrt on whether to pon the nxt day cos most prob full day off. Then we had the crazy idea to go kbox even though Our voice was like 50% gone from all the shouting! Oh yar was super surprise jiani screamed! She is normally a super cool and "I neva lose my cool" type of gal but suddenly, she becomes a crazy hysterical gal... haha nice to know she has a different side to her usual self. So the ponner (me) actually came to sch for the sake of gg kbox!
As expected, we got our full day off but stil had maths lec cos we were really behind time. OH well kbox dun open so early anyway. Later went to kbox to discover tat their k-lunch prices has gone up again! N to $11++ no less! N worse, the food is deproving... urgh! I discover a very interesting tink about gg kbox with different ppl. Let me analyse...
1) with my sec sch friends: They like the same songs as me, we like the same singers and they know the songs well. =) We love to try out things like accompaniments. Oh and me n quek even have personal duet favs like tao zhe's ... those songs which I am lazy to type.
2) With my present co friends: okie there are guys so its great for them to sing the guys parts in duets. Haha also haf alot of fun to c some of them fooling another and yar they are a great active bunch of ppl who make kbox more than just singing.
3) With my class friends: haha they hold the records for ejecting songs for the most no. of times and choosing like 5 songs or more for the same singer for quite a no. of times. Mmm I get to sing songs which I normally dun sing and have to keep convincing jn tat she is not gg off pitch!! Why doesn't she believe me! haha... sang alot of fast songs, courtesy of jn again. Kristin also found tat yi bai fen nan hai song... wahaha
See the lessons is for me to interact and go kbox with different ppl so I can experience diff stuffs... haha... kbox anyone?
Oh yar just watched s'pore idol just now. Tink its not bad. Quite dramatic. There's a maia-lookalike, i.e geraldine, a jap guy lookalike jonathan, an ex-cchms gal wan hua, a really pretty gal whose name starts with g (can't rmb), an interesting wild guy paul twohills, tat actor terence and this really humble gal with that rather messy hair whose name starts with s (can't rmb again)- they are all in the top 28. Mmm tink I will be watching more of it...
Block test coming and my holiday is gg to be spent on studying... urgh... but no worries, I haf outings planned to prevent me from becoming the nerd I am evolving into, esp when I wear my specs... heh heh
Thursday, 25 May 2006 ( 9:04 am )
Sometimes there's really 2 sides to everything... When u c both side of it, u would not noe wat to believe any more even if u wan to be inclined towards the side you haf always been oblige to support... Yes perhaps meeting up will clear up everything but will the things I hear be true or is there a side that is left out? After reading those stuffs, I dun noe wat to believe anymore and in fact, I am starting to think about wat had happened in the past. Of similar things tat had happened, but had past due to tolerance n forgiveness. Mmm i really hope all those stuffs are so absolutely not true. Sometimes, I really hope things could go back to those years where things haven change at least for this person... the path and fate bestowed on u had indirectly caused everything. But I noe deep down, I will always support u no matter how u haf changed- cos eveything we all haf shared wil forever be the greatest part of my life =) Stay strong... against all those criticisms which I hope are uncalled for...
Saturday, 20 May 2006 ( 11:31 pm )
Haha just came back from harmoc concert... wow really blew me off. Last year's concert was good but this year's is really superb and fun! Mmm... let me recount some of the details....
The concert blasted off with the phantom of the opera! Wow one of my favs =) the conductor is so fun-loving. He was dressed up as the phantom himself *grins* then get all the individual segments and the section playing. Of cos I was rooting for section 3 since I was an ex there- but they lost to sect 1 leh. Last year they were the most pro ones... nvm there is still nxt year. After the interval, there was ahmah 2's solo... wow she look great in tat gown and yap, she played well too! Then came this rain song with those players shaking their butts- so hilarious- but I applaud them for thier enthusiasium!!! Jane's segment came after tat, n we jn and kristin finally summon the courage to shout her name- i saw her smiled- heh knew she will be happy. She guitar solo not bad lar- she worry for nothing lor. The pri sch kids was the guest players and they were great!!! Wow, all of them are so kawaii and the bobbing of heads make them adsolutely adorable!!! Then came the finale.... aiya the whole tink was great! Miss harmoc and quite sad tat i quit though it was inevitable. But then I wil always support it and yes nxt year, I may go too!
I realised I have been neglecting some of my friends. Being busy is not an excuse. Dor I wan to let u noe tat we all will always be behind u no matter wat and dun let those bad eggs bring u down. We will noe who r the ones who are hurting people to gain from it. Condemning them would be a waste of time seriously. Take care my friend and stay strong, just like the gal I know u r! I am so sry for not being there when u got hit...
N to all my concern friends... yap I am back to my old self le... was gg thru a tough time a few weeks ago, with all those stuffs happening at the same time. But no worries... they are all sorted out and I am feeling as great as ever. Thanx to all u guys for showering me with support and concerns, and it's really great to noe tat all of u r behind me! I feel tat I can neva ever return all tat ur have given me... thanx for being there... I feel really lucky :)
Sunday, 14 May 2006 ( 11:41 pm )
I wan to dedicate this post to this one person whom I have neva eva been close to n neva will be. My only nice memory of him is tat one photo of him carrying me when I was a baby. Eva since then, there was really no contact at all. I really hope tat he is in somewhere where he can find peace and happiness, a place where he no longer have to suffer those pains inflicted on him. Yes he had onnce do wrong but I am sure all will be forgiven. Rest in peace...
My concert has ended. I am both relief and nostaglic. Relief tat I am finally be liberated from the endless practice and focus on my studies. Nostaglic tat i won't be able to interact and have fun with e co ppl. Yes we had shared only a short period of 1++ years together but really, they have a made a diff to my jc life and I have learned and experience so lunch with them all. A few dedications to some ppl... The pipa gang: huang and jiao for always being there for me and are my lovable wives, weiwei for always being nice and sharing her stuffs, maurice and junchuan for making me laugh with thier antics (e.g. pipa dance) and jokes plus the under the sea song to irritate me as usual. Yee min, the gal who is always witty and funny in her own way- my dearest laopo whom I can't do without. Zhi qian, gat they all for irritating me too with the sotong tink (which i am not.) Mei yian but bring all those nice food for me to eat =) Kristin for those nice encouragements and letters. N to my beloved seniors esp vic mama and mh papa whom neva fail to make my co life a great one with their constant support!!! Sadly, I have neva gotten to noe any juniors well though I would haf if given more time. There are some like tat funny liu qin jonathan who tries really hard, and zhong ran byran who carried my stuffs- They are even better than their vs seniors... wahaha.
Quite sad tat I can't go for the co outing cos was sick and got the funeral. But quite scary to go with a hugh bunch of vs guys with a gal boy ratio of 1:5. Heh heh... most gals freak out in the end. I try to post up some pic tat we took... got a video of the guy dao poking but doubt it can show up. There is this particularly funny pic of jun chuan with specs n maurlisi without it... heh heh tickled me pink.
Went tjco concert today. Tink it was not bad but still prefer ours though... maybe I am biased haha... the hua mu lan soloist was a pro- erm quite violent wahaha. Sry to jing for cosing her to miss cdc concert...
S0 many more stuffs coming up and I am missing lessons like free... oh well I can live with it. Thanx to jiao they all for e gift- I really appreciate it and yes it is helping me to think of ur and I am feeling less stress le. Thanx laopos.... I love ur too heh... Oh yar thanx to all those ppl for came down to support my concert! Love those flowers and gifts esp the sunflower from hui they all! Haha... I still owe u one too hui =) Cheers ppl... dun be worried... I will be more positive...
Wednesday, 3 May 2006 ( 9:44 pm )
I HAVE NO LIFE....
Sighs. I am back to the those old days where I am having depression :( Cos I suddenly realised that I have a high load of stuffs cramming down on me n i am not doing anything about it! I am losing all my focus, not even trying to make things right and I have adsolutely no motivation. CCAs- I didn't even bother to touch my instrument though I am still a light years away from being a pro and guess what, concert is next week. I am seriously disappointing those people who are coming down to support...
Sch stuffs- 3 test coming up including that irritating bio selection test which is freaking redundant. SAT coming in less than a month time and I only started like a tiny bit. All my tutorials undone except maths. Oh n I fail to mention that my math s tut is like 9 tutorials lagging (NB: Each tut takes more than a day to complete- at least for someone of my cablire) I am so falling behind and I dun really seems to care... what is happening to me... sighs
My life seems to revolve around only these stuffs. Really miss those sec times where I have all the time to have fun with my friends. Now the only few rare times of fun is gg out with jn and ah gong to tm or pp to eat and chat, right after school. Sometimes I can't understand why ppl dun wan to try new stuff and step out of their zone!!!! I dun even c the effort at all. And the concerts coming up and really short breaks from my terrible scheldue. Stress... please go away. Thanx goodness I still have my friends around me. pardon me for being cranky and all- just need to vent these out when I can...
an opportunity to pen in some beautiful language
Sunday, 28 May 2006 ( 10:02 pm )
Haha... haven blog for quite some time so got lots of stuffs to update on...
Watched da vinci code this week with hui and shawn! Wow I was rather surprised cos the plot was quite entertaining and full of twists... in fact it was so full of it till it made me wonder when it was ever gg to "the end". The freaky parts was tat of the albino monk silas, punishing himself for his sins. I liked him, though he is very creepy. Mmm... Feel tat he would not haf become wat he was, if he's family background was much better, andwell all he was doing was for the sake of his bishop whom helped him when others deserted and failed him. Oh and there is another likable character, tat old professor leigh. Yes he may once again be the antagonist where he used everybody, even his own friend all in the name of seeking the truth. His obession with discovering the grail leads to his downfall. Regardless of his lack of character, he lightens up the whole movie.
Mmm... there is the soccer match this week too! Before tat, we had a class outing where most ppl actually went. But still ended up with tat few cliches but tat is to be expected. Had a pretty long lunch with jane and me refilling our drinks like 100 times, each consisting of a creative mix of different soft drinks. I proclaim, the shanice-felicia creation to be the best =)Went to tat giant candy stores in MW and boy I saw happy hippo again!!! N took a pic too! Heh... neva knew there were so many interesting stuffs in there but well, food has always been interesting.
Then came the soccer match. We met with a rain storm but luckily, it stopped in time. This is one of the most exciting match I have eva seen!!!! Wow, mj was leading 2-1 and there was only about 20min left. I was extremely frustrated with our playing- where the players make an lacklust effort to get the ball, whereas mj's strikers were like wow. N our goalkeeper is definitely not one of the best either. But then came tat last 15 min of miracle or should I say luck. All the mj good players started collasping on the field due to some injury (mmm or should I be typing "injury") and started wasting time by groaning in pain and refusing to get off the fields. Please, we are not watching some soap opera here guys! The drama of watching 3 players with their legs in the air, doesn't score too well with them if their motive is to end the game fast in their favour! Yar in the end they got sub out and then, our players (finally) show them who are the pros. Wow 2 goals in 4 min and nice real goals too! Not those tyco goals like tat of our 2nd goal last year. I was screaming my lungs out sia!!! Haha... N in the end- yes every victorian was shouting it- "WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS"... finally got our revenge *grins*
Was discussing on the mrt on whether to pon the nxt day cos most prob full day off. Then we had the crazy idea to go kbox even though Our voice was like 50% gone from all the shouting! Oh yar was super surprise jiani screamed! She is normally a super cool and "I neva lose my cool" type of gal but suddenly, she becomes a crazy hysterical gal... haha nice to know she has a different side to her usual self. So the ponner (me) actually came to sch for the sake of gg kbox!
As expected, we got our full day off but stil had maths lec cos we were really behind time. OH well kbox dun open so early anyway. Later went to kbox to discover tat their k-lunch prices has gone up again! N to $11++ no less! N worse, the food is deproving... urgh! I discover a very interesting tink about gg kbox with different ppl. Let me analyse...
1) with my sec sch friends: They like the same songs as me, we like the same singers and they know the songs well. =) We love to try out things like accompaniments. Oh and me n quek even have personal duet favs like tao zhe's ... those songs which I am lazy to type.
2) With my present co friends: okie there are guys so its great for them to sing the guys parts in duets. Haha also haf alot of fun to c some of them fooling another and yar they are a great active bunch of ppl who make kbox more than just singing.
3) With my class friends: haha they hold the records for ejecting songs for the most no. of times and choosing like 5 songs or more for the same singer for quite a no. of times. Mmm I get to sing songs which I normally dun sing and have to keep convincing jn tat she is not gg off pitch!! Why doesn't she believe me! haha... sang alot of fast songs, courtesy of jn again. Kristin also found tat yi bai fen nan hai song... wahaha
See the lessons is for me to interact and go kbox with different ppl so I can experience diff stuffs... haha... kbox anyone?
Oh yar just watched s'pore idol just now. Tink its not bad. Quite dramatic. There's a maia-lookalike, i.e geraldine, a jap guy lookalike jonathan, an ex-cchms gal wan hua, a really pretty gal whose name starts with g (can't rmb), an interesting wild guy paul twohills, tat actor terence and this really humble gal with that rather messy hair whose name starts with s (can't rmb again)- they are all in the top 28. Mmm tink I will be watching more of it...
Block test coming and my holiday is gg to be spent on studying... urgh... but no worries, I haf outings planned to prevent me from becoming the nerd I am evolving into, esp when I wear my specs... heh heh
Thursday, 25 May 2006 ( 9:04 am )
Sometimes there's really 2 sides to everything... When u c both side of it, u would not noe wat to believe any more even if u wan to be inclined towards the side you haf always been oblige to support... Yes perhaps meeting up will clear up everything but will the things I hear be true or is there a side that is left out? After reading those stuffs, I dun noe wat to believe anymore and in fact, I am starting to think about wat had happened in the past. Of similar things tat had happened, but had past due to tolerance n forgiveness. Mmm i really hope all those stuffs are so absolutely not true. Sometimes, I really hope things could go back to those years where things haven change at least for this person... the path and fate bestowed on u had indirectly caused everything. But I noe deep down, I will always support u no matter how u haf changed- cos eveything we all haf shared wil forever be the greatest part of my life =) Stay strong... against all those criticisms which I hope are uncalled for...
Saturday, 20 May 2006 ( 11:31 pm )
Haha just came back from harmoc concert... wow really blew me off. Last year's concert was good but this year's is really superb and fun! Mmm... let me recount some of the details....
The concert blasted off with the phantom of the opera! Wow one of my favs =) the conductor is so fun-loving. He was dressed up as the phantom himself *grins* then get all the individual segments and the section playing. Of cos I was rooting for section 3 since I was an ex there- but they lost to sect 1 leh. Last year they were the most pro ones... nvm there is still nxt year. After the interval, there was ahmah 2's solo... wow she look great in tat gown and yap, she played well too! Then came this rain song with those players shaking their butts- so hilarious- but I applaud them for thier enthusiasium!!! Jane's segment came after tat, n we jn and kristin finally summon the courage to shout her name- i saw her smiled- heh knew she will be happy. She guitar solo not bad lar- she worry for nothing lor. The pri sch kids was the guest players and they were great!!! Wow, all of them are so kawaii and the bobbing of heads make them adsolutely adorable!!! Then came the finale.... aiya the whole tink was great! Miss harmoc and quite sad tat i quit though it was inevitable. But then I wil always support it and yes nxt year, I may go too!
I realised I have been neglecting some of my friends. Being busy is not an excuse. Dor I wan to let u noe tat we all will always be behind u no matter wat and dun let those bad eggs bring u down. We will noe who r the ones who are hurting people to gain from it. Condemning them would be a waste of time seriously. Take care my friend and stay strong, just like the gal I know u r! I am so sry for not being there when u got hit...
N to all my concern friends... yap I am back to my old self le... was gg thru a tough time a few weeks ago, with all those stuffs happening at the same time. But no worries... they are all sorted out and I am feeling as great as ever. Thanx to all u guys for showering me with support and concerns, and it's really great to noe tat all of u r behind me! I feel tat I can neva ever return all tat ur have given me... thanx for being there... I feel really lucky :)
Sunday, 14 May 2006 ( 11:41 pm )
I wan to dedicate this post to this one person whom I have neva eva been close to n neva will be. My only nice memory of him is tat one photo of him carrying me when I was a baby. Eva since then, there was really no contact at all. I really hope tat he is in somewhere where he can find peace and happiness, a place where he no longer have to suffer those pains inflicted on him. Yes he had onnce do wrong but I am sure all will be forgiven. Rest in peace...
My concert has ended. I am both relief and nostaglic. Relief tat I am finally be liberated from the endless practice and focus on my studies. Nostaglic tat i won't be able to interact and have fun with e co ppl. Yes we had shared only a short period of 1++ years together but really, they have a made a diff to my jc life and I have learned and experience so lunch with them all. A few dedications to some ppl... The pipa gang: huang and jiao for always being there for me and are my lovable wives, weiwei for always being nice and sharing her stuffs, maurice and junchuan for making me laugh with thier antics (e.g. pipa dance) and jokes plus the under the sea song to irritate me as usual. Yee min, the gal who is always witty and funny in her own way- my dearest laopo whom I can't do without. Zhi qian, gat they all for irritating me too with the sotong tink (which i am not.) Mei yian but bring all those nice food for me to eat =) Kristin for those nice encouragements and letters. N to my beloved seniors esp vic mama and mh papa whom neva fail to make my co life a great one with their constant support!!! Sadly, I have neva gotten to noe any juniors well though I would haf if given more time. There are some like tat funny liu qin jonathan who tries really hard, and zhong ran byran who carried my stuffs- They are even better than their vs seniors... wahaha.
Quite sad tat I can't go for the co outing cos was sick and got the funeral. But quite scary to go with a hugh bunch of vs guys with a gal boy ratio of 1:5. Heh heh... most gals freak out in the end. I try to post up some pic tat we took... got a video of the guy dao poking but doubt it can show up. There is this particularly funny pic of jun chuan with specs n maurlisi without it... heh heh tickled me pink.
Went tjco concert today. Tink it was not bad but still prefer ours though... maybe I am biased haha... the hua mu lan soloist was a pro- erm quite violent wahaha. Sry to jing for cosing her to miss cdc concert...
S0 many more stuffs coming up and I am missing lessons like free... oh well I can live with it. Thanx to jiao they all for e gift- I really appreciate it and yes it is helping me to think of ur and I am feeling less stress le. Thanx laopos.... I love ur too heh... Oh yar thanx to all those ppl for came down to support my concert! Love those flowers and gifts esp the sunflower from hui they all! Haha... I still owe u one too hui =) Cheers ppl... dun be worried... I will be more positive...
Wednesday, 3 May 2006 ( 9:44 pm )
I HAVE NO LIFE....
Sighs. I am back to the those old days where I am having depression :( Cos I suddenly realised that I have a high load of stuffs cramming down on me n i am not doing anything about it! I am losing all my focus, not even trying to make things right and I have adsolutely no motivation. CCAs- I didn't even bother to touch my instrument though I am still a light years away from being a pro and guess what, concert is next week. I am seriously disappointing those people who are coming down to support...
Sch stuffs- 3 test coming up including that irritating bio selection test which is freaking redundant. SAT coming in less than a month time and I only started like a tiny bit. All my tutorials undone except maths. Oh n I fail to mention that my math s tut is like 9 tutorials lagging (NB: Each tut takes more than a day to complete- at least for someone of my cablire) I am so falling behind and I dun really seems to care... what is happening to me... sighs
My life seems to revolve around only these stuffs. Really miss those sec times where I have all the time to have fun with my friends. Now the only few rare times of fun is gg out with jn and ah gong to tm or pp to eat and chat, right after school. Sometimes I can't understand why ppl dun wan to try new stuff and step out of their zone!!!! I dun even c the effort at all. And the concerts coming up and really short breaks from my terrible scheldue. Stress... please go away. Thanx goodness I still have my friends around me. pardon me for being cranky and all- just need to vent these out when I can...
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