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Saturday, 30 April 2005 ( 9:25 pm )
Again long time never blog- again... super busy with CO... everyday got except sunday lol... reaching home at 10pm is such a norm... n i missed all the dolphin love bay lol... so sad leh... let do a recap:
Mon: Nothing much lol... except got crappy bio pract n the teacher hovering over me to see my skills- I noe i super lousy lol... mass PE is just running and I am proud of us... got we run 6 rounds leh.. err with a lot of stopings la. V sorry to harmo cos I practically skipped all practices due to CO syf practices. Sorry to li wei n yong sheng!!!
Tue: Can't remember leh except got CO again... Aiya everytink is CO lah... I even dream of CO
Wed: Project work stuffs lol... my PI got approve but must make modifications to make it innovative. Sian lah... Aiya still can't remeber much except tat I got CO. okok Co again...
Thu: Haiz last period of tennis game leh... so sad lol... next week is stupid Napha n I am gtg to die.. mass PE here i come. Got xiao zu n the instructor so super fierce lol. She like so bad to huang n we really piss off!!!
Fri: Jane super bad la... go n cut out the advert about hearing aids n give me... so kind hoh her! Poor Jia Wei sat between kristin n jeremy- hear their constant brickerings about everytink... I pity his ears. Went to see harmo syf n they were great lol!!! We got GOLD!!! one of the 3 schs to get it lol- so proud of them!!! But we (shanice, amelia) super piss off with the harmo alumni... treat us like some delivery service n ask us to bring tickets to them in tanjong pagar... we were facing boxing antics at him behind his back lol tat rotten rabbit! Make it back to see the interhouse sportday... though draco did badly.. at least we get some prizes... cheer like mad... adrenaline was streaming through everyone. Later got CO but I abandon them n took 55 home cos v late liao- v sorry leh!
Sat (todae): Co again lol... again sorry to harmo 4 not gtg practice. Tink its hard 4 us to get gold with honours lol cos we are still not perfect. Aiya at least we put in effort- tat's most important. End at 2 sometink n went ot eat at mp n awc sort of abandon jia wei. Tat stupid yi rui is bullying me (again) but shan't waste space here talking about him- i declare him my one n only enemy- tat puny bug! Stop msging junk sms to us lah n stop asking me to use my brain u pervert freak! Met dor to pass her sims 2- tink she look great in her uni.
Haiz Mon still got CO lol.. even though labour day. Looking forward to nxt sat cos got library cum shopping trip. V sorry to huang they all 4 not gtg movies with ur cos ping they all already book me liao! Will make up to ur... ping ar please pass us the password n username... thanx... miss ya!
Got to say this to someone who i can't name- hope ya read this... Noe tat not everyone can take all kinds of jokes... hope u will forgive n forget. Guys shan't be so "ji chou" rite... n dun be angry anymore... tink u r intellectual i am sure u can tink straight and be more open minded. Both of u... beter stop this cold war k... the whole class is worried 4 ur.
Got the urge to write this cos I discover tat I am daoing alot of people: I am not really a sociable creature... If I didn't say hi to u, it could be cos:
1. U never c me so I dun bother to call ya
2. dun really know u well so dun feel like being supericial n act "close" to ya
3. err... maybe shy ba cos dunnoe ya well
4. dun wan to give my friends wrong idea so wan to be on the safe side
5. bad mood n dun feel chirpy enough
6. ya r my enemy n I will only give u the "i wan to kill u" look- applies to u noe who only
So anyone... dun feel offended or sometink... Its not becos I am proud or i dun like ya etc... I this few times a bit werid so please forgive n forget... thanx!
Sunday, 24 April 2005 ( 9:13 pm )
Haha... long time no blog- can't remember much stuffs about last weeks. Try to...
Wed: Haiz got the pw talk but i didn't sleep cos the speaker too loud and confident. Later went to CO n tink I played badly cos I neva practice... I am ashamed of myself.
Thu: Nothing much... can't remember...
Fri: Again got CO but before tat slack with huang. She told me some stuffs tat made me quite shocked. I realised tat wat she say is true- only tat i neva wan to tink about it. But no choice. I sort of regret some stuffs... haiz. We went TAF with kristin n later go 4 CO. Co nothing much n later went home with william n jiao they all. Aiyo the 55 so super long lol- 135 got 3 flew past n not a single 55 came. Even saw lester n jenson they all n they boarded the bus before us some more. Then later William went to speech class- wow his kou cai super gd... Oh ya... happy bdae to lester... dun mug too much in e following ear...
Sat: Practice at pt n pipa kept being arrowed... guo say we yin not accurate but we got tiao wat.. wat's his problem. I super late for the library outing- v sry to ping lol! I really miss all of ur jie mei lol- haf to c each other so rarely... but I am v confident tat our friendship is solid- n I am proud of it! Really enjoyed the outing esp the chatting part of our schs... etc etc
Sun: Went SCH to practice and got bad comments. The stupid clock shoes almost disintegrated my feet lol- was walking like a duck n its hurts now... Went to eat with the dizi ppl haf o eat again on reaching home. Super full
Ping they all say tat I seem v happy in vj as compared to them or sometink. I admit tat I am not sad but sometimes I do feel lonely n depressed too- its so different without ur. Cos in e past- even without ur presence I sill feel ok cos I noe ur will come looking for me soon- but I got no such luck in vj cos zhi ji is too hard to find.everyone already got their best friends here- unlike we all unlucky ppl- always got separated. Dun worry, we are gtg to stay united with a little sacrifice. Must again thanx jiao they are for making my life in vj tolerable n happy n of course there is shanice they all in my class. Oh, ur dun kept saying ym skirt short lah- tat's nothing I can do about it n its a mistake!
I am super stressed now cos hw can't finish... also got no ideas for PI... die....
Tuesday, 19 April 2005 ( 8:26 pm )
Haha... i am reverting back to my old self... No longer depress- the sunshine is shining again. Err... maybe I am not so cranky cos I haf slightly half an hour more of sleep now- the power of sleep!
Mon's Spa is a great diaster- the stupid potato so small lah and haf to kept taking potato to cut the stripes. The mass was so damn small tat the difference is insignificant. N the teacher kept staring at me and scribbling away- kind of freak me out lol! 4 words sum it all- I'm gtg to fail!
Todae is laughing session leh. Shanice kept laughing n it was so infectious tat i laugh too and can't stop. The econs lecture start late and we started discussin chinese name. Haha Jane's chinese name is hui qi as in waving the flag- we kept teasing her lol. Then we created some cute chinese version of their christian names- shanice is "sha ni si" (kill me die) and felicia's "fei li sha" (molest sand) and "fei li sha" (waste energy sand). Kept laughing till i stomach ache lol!
Yesterday never go harmo cos too tired and yong sheng wan to watch soccer. Feel bad but i will practice at home. Todae got back bio test and score horrible marks. Jeremy did better then me but neva get bonus so same marks as me. Tink he wan to go and bang the wall... haha! I also wan to do tat cos tat mcq actually got correct but change at the last seconds!!! Somebody please kill me thanx. Oh ya mon chem test was atroious and u noe wat- I was copying at the last minute cos I desperate liao. Its chain reaction- lousia copy lester, jonathan copy form lousia, me from him and kristin from me. Yanru they all were chiding me for it lah-- okok I am v sorry and i promise not to do it again... errr... at least for 1 test lah!
Tmr got CO n I am all charge up to go. Got to change the zhi fa cos we are facing the audience now, sitting in front of dizi... hear wat the funny dizi ppl are talking about hehe :P esp from our "adopted" senior wen jie!
Saturday, 16 April 2005 ( 5:04 pm )
Haiz dun understand why I so bad mood todae- for no reason some more! Ta's why i so desperate to go home todae... CO is getting more n m0re boring now! N i can't pon some more... if I seem to be more negative now- its cos i am v depress n for no reason... I noe tat's siao! But its good to be more busy n I love talking to awc ppl- err... except the bullying part by jiao's darling- the pervetic yi rui! Dun send the nosense msg during da zu again- haf to waste sms to replyu :P
Want to tell tao jun to be more positive (err... although i am v negative now) Noe how bleak he's feeling but we chungcheng ppl will always miss his absence ok! If got any problem can talk to us.
My dad's coming back todae so no more going to sch at 6.15pm! Won't miss the squeezy bus or the lack of sleep. Mmm... I guess its the fri was the last goodbye without the prescence- perhaps its for the best or i would be disappointed...
I am now psycho by alot of peer pressure. Depressed about coming to a prestige sch where the rich and compeitive reign. I really miss my pri sch- a neighbour sch but with all the humble and sincere people who are so simple. Never will I ever haf to chance to enjoy a simple life anymore... Arghhh I am damn depressed... But tink I am a lucky gal who is meeting all the right people.
Change my perception about certain people- some from good to bad and bad to good. Interesting!
My dearest liang yi die!!! Why he die!!! I even more depress lol- Hoping tat he will live happily ever after with fei fei n now he die. Tears was whelming up my eyes when the scene show him collapsing. WHY!!! Now I even more depressed lah!
Hope jun chuan is well... he collapse from food poisoning again- take care. Yi rui please dun be as depress as me over ur maths test hoh! Gd luck to all people who are running 4 exco for CO- be confident during ur speeches. Err... can i skip the xiao zu on tue cos i super sian... I noe I v mean....
Dun blog liao cos I super depress... I put the words so big for the benefit of lester who say the fonts are too small to read... okok I am doing it only once ar! Please use magnifying glass the nxt time and dun mug so much. Make me stress....
Thursday, 14 April 2005 ( 8:57 pm )
Long time no blog...
Nothing much happened. Oh I was late for the 1st time in my life for sch! The stupid 55 never come on time n was super crowded. So I was stuck at the bus stop with a couple of vj guys n filled with anxiety. Guess wat time i reach the sch gate- 7.45am. I was prepared to stroll in n get book. (haha- v ironic cos i used to book ppl lol for being late) For miracles happen- the side gate was still open- i was so shocked n i started running with the rest- the sc was great as they let us in! Oh n mr seet was shouting at us for being late but everyone was too busy throwing our bags at the canteen n running into the hall. i super lucky lol step in liao n anyhow stand then the anthem start- whew!!! I so breathless tat i was shivering like mad!
I got a new nickname- watermelon. The origins is so super pervetic tat i dun even wan to write here. All thanx to darling xy n jiao- how nice hoh to discover tat thing n give such a unique name hoh! Now even pervetic yi rui noes- arghhh! Oh I must say sorry to xy jiao min n yi rui cos i super isolate on the bus on wed- frankly speaking i wasnt even reading the notes but was griming in pain- err... cos i got cramps- so dun wan to talk if not i will be moody n like v attitude.
Haiz tmr co 6-8pm... I got an evil idea again n its so tempting lol.. okok I won't pon la- tinking about it won't die rite. Hahaha....
Sunday, 10 April 2005 ( 8:07 pm )
Some extracts of thoughts:
- I feel equally comfortable with both groups but for the first grp- its to all of them n i can really show everytink but the other there are some ppl tat i may haf to hide some stuffs- surprisingly, there is less history with the first grp... but the other will forever me the top priority cos i believe in antique.
- a friend once ask me who wat if both of us like the same person wat will I do- I will probably let the guy decide- or better yet- ditch the guy together.- Someone I can't remember asked me whether i have met a guy who is close to what i am looking for- i pondered real hard- and realised tat its yes and no- no for those i really know n are buddies with and maybe for those i never really get into a real conversation- haha- know its ambiguous... the only trend i know is tat when i really talk really well with a guy like friends- they are usually the "not wat i am looking for" ppl who are my friends.
- But there is someone who once make my heart beat a little faster- for the simple reason tat we can actually talk comfortably from the first minute onwards though we do not know each other. Though i thought i will never see him again but i met him again at the bus stop on the way to school- but the feelings is not so strong cos i probably did not get to talk to him for less than 30s when my bus came- separated again... only 3 days left- what will happen?
- I am a fickled person- I once admitted that to only one person, my mentor and friend. Have admired how my friends can like someone for like years while i probably forget a guy's face in by a week. I am flawed...
- I see the devil in me so strongly and the power I may have after my change.
- Beautiful people may not have a beautiful life at all and their insides may be rotting. Instead the ordinary ones may be the people who will lead happy lives and are truly beautiful. So guys, get a grip and stop lusting after beauty!
Haha... dun worri if ur dun understand some of them. i cut and paste them from other blogs cos I find them interesting- ok I know its bo liao. A tiny few were written by me cos I wanted to put them in this blog a long time ago and since i got nothing to write todae- I cramp them in. Sorry for being so exposed yesterdae at the badminton game- promise tat I will never touch tat pants again! Quek please hurry up do the matchmaking blog ok. Ping ar- ya wan to start doing the TTC blog?
Saturday, 9 April 2005 ( 7:01 pm )
Haha... had a super fabulous day todae! Went to share my joys with all :P All ya.. I discover tat some people in my school are really not not very certain where their gender lies lol- esp some vs guys n of cos some AWC ppl. I haf seen too many cases to prove this- the most obvious being huang who has assaulted me with "kisses" and the slap in the butt and the pole dance by Maurice on Jenson. Oh, n jiao is getting influence by huang too!! Horrors of horros- yee min please remain pure ar!
What happened on:
Wed: PW Q was revealed but the groupings are not known yet. Wow, PW sure is hectic- n the Q is horrible! "New perspectives" n "Natural Forces"- what the crap? Later got CO n it rain heavily just when we were about to go home!!! Huang took out the "ah ma" pattern umbrellas n we had a good laugh. Surprisingly, zi cheng n mr peng also went home with us- really jian gui!
Thu: Nothing much except tat we never do kick boxing for PE!!! So sad ok- though jane they all say is not fun. Yanru dun kept saying tat the black man is my "nan ren" ok- I just tink he do kick boxing v nice n his in the video lol :)! We did tennis but me n shanice were more busy picking up the balls- but its quite fun but a little violent!
Fri: Again nothing much... but jane they all kept laughing at my face lol- say my face v funny. But I try to haf serious face they still laugh- where got such things! Didn’t go for music fest cos no money but its ok cos I more concern about my pocket. Oh ya, they yirui is super pervertic lol! Firstly, he scolded me using some super chiem words and took photos of me with his cam phone with my permission. N kepting squeezing me out of the bus seat- even he bullies me!!! But I discover tat he is a good punching bag- even as good as Quek lol! I kept hitting him though dun dare to hit so hard- scared he take revenge. What kind of juniors is he evolving from? I haf my fill of werid juniors who are not so innocent after all!
Sat: Routinely went for CO practice and discover tat all AWC ppl is in for the syf!!! Cheers to all! Tan bo todae went pick on for quite a lot of stuffs but it help us improve which is good. Guo ling qiang didn't come todae which is bad cos we can't release earlier lol! Went to eat BK. For the first time, I shared some word with jenson- surprise he knows my name- n he say he knows everyone from pipa- I am so "impressed". The manager was so super rude lol- wen jie accidentally spilled the drink at the counter and he give him a back face and start slamming stuffs on the counter (actually he already started giving us black faces and slamming stuffs when we were buying stuffs). He didn’t even give wen jie a drink lol- so super attitude! If it was mac, they will gladly give he a new drink. What kind of service is tat- some more manager! Feel like boxing his face! Later had a good chat while eating. Know a bit my peng's past love life n met some er hu ppl from cchms co- oh got the cute sec 1 junior "aaron". Yi rui was so super jealous la about how we seniors was complimenting about the cute junior- haha! Later went to play badminton with jiao they all n hui qing at the CC there- played like siao n it was fun. My muscles aching but worth it la! Later went home n on the way- we sang chun and ji guan yu- v shiok!!!
Tuesday, 5 April 2005 ( 9:15 pm )
Haiz.. another boring day with lectures n hw lol...
Monday: I super sotong again lol- mistook my orientation tee for pe tee. Luckily dear mee help me go home n take lol... she super gd- must treat her some day :) The PE super tough leh... joined the running grp n discover running 4 rounds is worse than hell leh! Later give up n join back jumping grp- jump till i got muscle cramp. Later did sometink horrible- I walked into the LT3 cos i was late n saw a caucasian man. I sat down n discover tat all my friends not there! Later then I discover tat they change venue to LT 4- and the LT 3 is a e.lit class lol... no wonder the guys behind kept whispering softly... haiz .Played the harmo concerts pieces n abit hard leh- now haf to practice both pipa n harmo... hiaz. Later the bus come v fast lol- I v gan dong cos tat time me n yong sheng wait 4 like 25 min for 62... manage to reach home by 8.15pm leh! Shang leh!
Tuesday (todae): Nothing much except tat shancie they all kept laughing at me again- this time for no reason!- really must box them :P Yanru getting lame again n jane start saying "so gay leh" again. Oh n found out some juicy stuffs about lester thanx to jeremy. haha... I know wat to do tmr... haha
Tmr will know my pw grpings- both excited and a little scared... hope i won't be the only gal in my grp... Oh ya- ping hope ur com can recover n can play sims 2... Hui can sleep during lectures but maybe revise at home ba ;) Quek, hope ya matchmaking blog turns out well...
Sunday, 3 April 2005 ( 12:58 am )
Thanx to quek ping n hui for their great support- they bought the co concert tickets from me n I really v grateful! Haiz… 2 more tickets to sell for CO n 10 more for harmo!!! Haiz…
Todae went out with all my jie mei- TTC ppl- hui, quek, ping, dor… Dor n hui kept trying persuade me to watch eye 10- but I adamant about not going leh… cos I got no money. Enjoyed todae’s library outing- kept shopping till 5.30pm- realy tiring but worth it- gonna kept in close contact lol… Yoz ping, hope ya luv it in sp- sounds like u going to like it ;)
Me watching this creepy vampire show just now- but wat really freak me out is the samura advertisement. Though the show is dark n violent- I still like this kind of supernatural stories. Too bad no romance…
Discover I like v neglect huang they all lol- but nxt week gtg to play badminton- must warn ur first ar... my skills is worse than 12 ear old kid. I need like 2 minutes to serve the shuttlecock sometimes… so must be more tolerant ar…
Friday, 1 April 2005 ( 11:48 pm )
Wow... tmr got CO and the library trip. Can't wait to meet up with ping and doris- v long neva see them and really miss them lol- got lots to catch up with. Haha the 4 sisters are reunited again!
My dad's in China now so got to go sch myself- very tiring lol! But actually its not so bad lah except for the squeezy bus. I will always reach at a good time cos i dun haf to wait so long at the general office. Todae neva go sch cos i a bit sick but no mc- heard my teo neva mark attendance *whew* tink I miss out alot of lessons but who cares- i got to slack at home msging my 3 jie mei, bugging them to go my CO concert. Hope they go :) Quek already promise! V grateful to her! Got to watch the jie da huan xi last episode n its gd lol! But sorry to huang n min cos i like pai sei they all- cos neva go CO- but i really abit sick ma!
Had a talk with my mom yesterdae n discover tat I was nearly matchmaked like now! My mom has this friend whom I meet once near my house for like 2 minutes. She like me alot (just becos of my face :P) n wan to matchmake me with her 22 year old son who according to my mom is v handsome n well build. Somemore wan me to watch the video of the elder son's wedding to c the 2nd son to c whether i like him! Haha... i honoured lah but seriously... i tink its funny. Err... tink I rather find a guy by myself unless fate brings us together lol- n tink he a bit too old for me- at least for now. Luckily mom is more reasonable- if its the last century, i will probably be in a sedan now getting married- to a unknown guy!!! Haha...
Haiz... my msn like got problem leh! Sorry to huang cos I can't give her advice due to my lousy com! Everyone running 4 exco lol- make me so extra- But I definitely not running cos I am someone who dun like to do things tat people may not like- and being a big leader will force me to do that- not tat I will even hav a chance la. Sorry people but I just dun like to stand out- just like san cai in the meteor garden. Ur please dun run for the same post hoh! I will haf hard time voting! Gd luck guys! Yong yuan zhi chi ni men!
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Saturday, 30 April 2005 ( 9:25 pm )
Again long time never blog- again... super busy with CO... everyday got except sunday lol... reaching home at 10pm is such a norm... n i missed all the dolphin love bay lol... so sad leh... let do a recap:
Mon: Nothing much lol... except got crappy bio pract n the teacher hovering over me to see my skills- I noe i super lousy lol... mass PE is just running and I am proud of us... got we run 6 rounds leh.. err with a lot of stopings la. V sorry to harmo cos I practically skipped all practices due to CO syf practices. Sorry to li wei n yong sheng!!!
Tue: Can't remember leh except got CO again... Aiya everytink is CO lah... I even dream of CO
Wed: Project work stuffs lol... my PI got approve but must make modifications to make it innovative. Sian lah... Aiya still can't remeber much except tat I got CO. okok Co again...
Thu: Haiz last period of tennis game leh... so sad lol... next week is stupid Napha n I am gtg to die.. mass PE here i come. Got xiao zu n the instructor so super fierce lol. She like so bad to huang n we really piss off!!!
Fri: Jane super bad la... go n cut out the advert about hearing aids n give me... so kind hoh her! Poor Jia Wei sat between kristin n jeremy- hear their constant brickerings about everytink... I pity his ears. Went to see harmo syf n they were great lol!!! We got GOLD!!! one of the 3 schs to get it lol- so proud of them!!! But we (shanice, amelia) super piss off with the harmo alumni... treat us like some delivery service n ask us to bring tickets to them in tanjong pagar... we were facing boxing antics at him behind his back lol tat rotten rabbit! Make it back to see the interhouse sportday... though draco did badly.. at least we get some prizes... cheer like mad... adrenaline was streaming through everyone. Later got CO but I abandon them n took 55 home cos v late liao- v sorry leh!
Sat (todae): Co again lol... again sorry to harmo 4 not gtg practice. Tink its hard 4 us to get gold with honours lol cos we are still not perfect. Aiya at least we put in effort- tat's most important. End at 2 sometink n went ot eat at mp n awc sort of abandon jia wei. Tat stupid yi rui is bullying me (again) but shan't waste space here talking about him- i declare him my one n only enemy- tat puny bug! Stop msging junk sms to us lah n stop asking me to use my brain u pervert freak! Met dor to pass her sims 2- tink she look great in her uni.
Haiz Mon still got CO lol.. even though labour day. Looking forward to nxt sat cos got library cum shopping trip. V sorry to huang they all 4 not gtg movies with ur cos ping they all already book me liao! Will make up to ur... ping ar please pass us the password n username... thanx... miss ya!
Got to say this to someone who i can't name- hope ya read this... Noe tat not everyone can take all kinds of jokes... hope u will forgive n forget. Guys shan't be so "ji chou" rite... n dun be angry anymore... tink u r intellectual i am sure u can tink straight and be more open minded. Both of u... beter stop this cold war k... the whole class is worried 4 ur.
Got the urge to write this cos I discover tat I am daoing alot of people: I am not really a sociable creature... If I didn't say hi to u, it could be cos:
1. U never c me so I dun bother to call ya
2. dun really know u well so dun feel like being supericial n act "close" to ya
3. err... maybe shy ba cos dunnoe ya well
4. dun wan to give my friends wrong idea so wan to be on the safe side
5. bad mood n dun feel chirpy enough
6. ya r my enemy n I will only give u the "i wan to kill u" look- applies to u noe who only
So anyone... dun feel offended or sometink... Its not becos I am proud or i dun like ya etc... I this few times a bit werid so please forgive n forget... thanx!
Sunday, 24 April 2005 ( 9:13 pm )
Haha... long time no blog- can't remember much stuffs about last weeks. Try to...
Wed: Haiz got the pw talk but i didn't sleep cos the speaker too loud and confident. Later went to CO n tink I played badly cos I neva practice... I am ashamed of myself.
Thu: Nothing much... can't remember...
Fri: Again got CO but before tat slack with huang. She told me some stuffs tat made me quite shocked. I realised tat wat she say is true- only tat i neva wan to tink about it. But no choice. I sort of regret some stuffs... haiz. We went TAF with kristin n later go 4 CO. Co nothing much n later went home with william n jiao they all. Aiyo the 55 so super long lol- 135 got 3 flew past n not a single 55 came. Even saw lester n jenson they all n they boarded the bus before us some more. Then later William went to speech class- wow his kou cai super gd... Oh ya... happy bdae to lester... dun mug too much in e following ear...
Sat: Practice at pt n pipa kept being arrowed... guo say we yin not accurate but we got tiao wat.. wat's his problem. I super late for the library outing- v sry to ping lol! I really miss all of ur jie mei lol- haf to c each other so rarely... but I am v confident tat our friendship is solid- n I am proud of it! Really enjoyed the outing esp the chatting part of our schs... etc etc
Sun: Went SCH to practice and got bad comments. The stupid clock shoes almost disintegrated my feet lol- was walking like a duck n its hurts now... Went to eat with the dizi ppl haf o eat again on reaching home. Super full
Ping they all say tat I seem v happy in vj as compared to them or sometink. I admit tat I am not sad but sometimes I do feel lonely n depressed too- its so different without ur. Cos in e past- even without ur presence I sill feel ok cos I noe ur will come looking for me soon- but I got no such luck in vj cos zhi ji is too hard to find.everyone already got their best friends here- unlike we all unlucky ppl- always got separated. Dun worry, we are gtg to stay united with a little sacrifice. Must again thanx jiao they are for making my life in vj tolerable n happy n of course there is shanice they all in my class. Oh, ur dun kept saying ym skirt short lah- tat's nothing I can do about it n its a mistake!
I am super stressed now cos hw can't finish... also got no ideas for PI... die....
Tuesday, 19 April 2005 ( 8:26 pm )
Haha... i am reverting back to my old self... No longer depress- the sunshine is shining again. Err... maybe I am not so cranky cos I haf slightly half an hour more of sleep now- the power of sleep!
Mon's Spa is a great diaster- the stupid potato so small lah and haf to kept taking potato to cut the stripes. The mass was so damn small tat the difference is insignificant. N the teacher kept staring at me and scribbling away- kind of freak me out lol! 4 words sum it all- I'm gtg to fail!
Todae is laughing session leh. Shanice kept laughing n it was so infectious tat i laugh too and can't stop. The econs lecture start late and we started discussin chinese name. Haha Jane's chinese name is hui qi as in waving the flag- we kept teasing her lol. Then we created some cute chinese version of their christian names- shanice is "sha ni si" (kill me die) and felicia's "fei li sha" (molest sand) and "fei li sha" (waste energy sand). Kept laughing till i stomach ache lol!
Yesterday never go harmo cos too tired and yong sheng wan to watch soccer. Feel bad but i will practice at home. Todae got back bio test and score horrible marks. Jeremy did better then me but neva get bonus so same marks as me. Tink he wan to go and bang the wall... haha! I also wan to do tat cos tat mcq actually got correct but change at the last seconds!!! Somebody please kill me thanx. Oh ya mon chem test was atroious and u noe wat- I was copying at the last minute cos I desperate liao. Its chain reaction- lousia copy lester, jonathan copy form lousia, me from him and kristin from me. Yanru they all were chiding me for it lah-- okok I am v sorry and i promise not to do it again... errr... at least for 1 test lah!
Tmr got CO n I am all charge up to go. Got to change the zhi fa cos we are facing the audience now, sitting in front of dizi... hear wat the funny dizi ppl are talking about hehe :P esp from our "adopted" senior wen jie!
Saturday, 16 April 2005 ( 5:04 pm )
Haiz dun understand why I so bad mood todae- for no reason some more! Ta's why i so desperate to go home todae... CO is getting more n m0re boring now! N i can't pon some more... if I seem to be more negative now- its cos i am v depress n for no reason... I noe tat's siao! But its good to be more busy n I love talking to awc ppl- err... except the bullying part by jiao's darling- the pervetic yi rui! Dun send the nosense msg during da zu again- haf to waste sms to replyu :P
Want to tell tao jun to be more positive (err... although i am v negative now) Noe how bleak he's feeling but we chungcheng ppl will always miss his absence ok! If got any problem can talk to us.
My dad's coming back todae so no more going to sch at 6.15pm! Won't miss the squeezy bus or the lack of sleep. Mmm... I guess its the fri was the last goodbye without the prescence- perhaps its for the best or i would be disappointed...
I am now psycho by alot of peer pressure. Depressed about coming to a prestige sch where the rich and compeitive reign. I really miss my pri sch- a neighbour sch but with all the humble and sincere people who are so simple. Never will I ever haf to chance to enjoy a simple life anymore... Arghhh I am damn depressed... But tink I am a lucky gal who is meeting all the right people.
Change my perception about certain people- some from good to bad and bad to good. Interesting!
My dearest liang yi die!!! Why he die!!! I even more depress lol- Hoping tat he will live happily ever after with fei fei n now he die. Tears was whelming up my eyes when the scene show him collapsing. WHY!!! Now I even more depressed lah!
Hope jun chuan is well... he collapse from food poisoning again- take care. Yi rui please dun be as depress as me over ur maths test hoh! Gd luck to all people who are running 4 exco for CO- be confident during ur speeches. Err... can i skip the xiao zu on tue cos i super sian... I noe I v mean....
Dun blog liao cos I super depress... I put the words so big for the benefit of lester who say the fonts are too small to read... okok I am doing it only once ar! Please use magnifying glass the nxt time and dun mug so much. Make me stress....
Thursday, 14 April 2005 ( 8:57 pm )
Long time no blog...
Nothing much happened. Oh I was late for the 1st time in my life for sch! The stupid 55 never come on time n was super crowded. So I was stuck at the bus stop with a couple of vj guys n filled with anxiety. Guess wat time i reach the sch gate- 7.45am. I was prepared to stroll in n get book. (haha- v ironic cos i used to book ppl lol for being late) For miracles happen- the side gate was still open- i was so shocked n i started running with the rest- the sc was great as they let us in! Oh n mr seet was shouting at us for being late but everyone was too busy throwing our bags at the canteen n running into the hall. i super lucky lol step in liao n anyhow stand then the anthem start- whew!!! I so breathless tat i was shivering like mad!
I got a new nickname- watermelon. The origins is so super pervetic tat i dun even wan to write here. All thanx to darling xy n jiao- how nice hoh to discover tat thing n give such a unique name hoh! Now even pervetic yi rui noes- arghhh! Oh I must say sorry to xy jiao min n yi rui cos i super isolate on the bus on wed- frankly speaking i wasnt even reading the notes but was griming in pain- err... cos i got cramps- so dun wan to talk if not i will be moody n like v attitude.
Haiz tmr co 6-8pm... I got an evil idea again n its so tempting lol.. okok I won't pon la- tinking about it won't die rite. Hahaha....
Sunday, 10 April 2005 ( 8:07 pm )
Some extracts of thoughts:
- I feel equally comfortable with both groups but for the first grp- its to all of them n i can really show everytink but the other there are some ppl tat i may haf to hide some stuffs- surprisingly, there is less history with the first grp... but the other will forever me the top priority cos i believe in antique.
- a friend once ask me who wat if both of us like the same person wat will I do- I will probably let the guy decide- or better yet- ditch the guy together.- Someone I can't remember asked me whether i have met a guy who is close to what i am looking for- i pondered real hard- and realised tat its yes and no- no for those i really know n are buddies with and maybe for those i never really get into a real conversation- haha- know its ambiguous... the only trend i know is tat when i really talk really well with a guy like friends- they are usually the "not wat i am looking for" ppl who are my friends.
- But there is someone who once make my heart beat a little faster- for the simple reason tat we can actually talk comfortably from the first minute onwards though we do not know each other. Though i thought i will never see him again but i met him again at the bus stop on the way to school- but the feelings is not so strong cos i probably did not get to talk to him for less than 30s when my bus came- separated again... only 3 days left- what will happen?
- I am a fickled person- I once admitted that to only one person, my mentor and friend. Have admired how my friends can like someone for like years while i probably forget a guy's face in by a week. I am flawed...
- I see the devil in me so strongly and the power I may have after my change.
- Beautiful people may not have a beautiful life at all and their insides may be rotting. Instead the ordinary ones may be the people who will lead happy lives and are truly beautiful. So guys, get a grip and stop lusting after beauty!
Haha... dun worri if ur dun understand some of them. i cut and paste them from other blogs cos I find them interesting- ok I know its bo liao. A tiny few were written by me cos I wanted to put them in this blog a long time ago and since i got nothing to write todae- I cramp them in. Sorry for being so exposed yesterdae at the badminton game- promise tat I will never touch tat pants again! Quek please hurry up do the matchmaking blog ok. Ping ar- ya wan to start doing the TTC blog?
Saturday, 9 April 2005 ( 7:01 pm )
Haha... had a super fabulous day todae! Went to share my joys with all :P All ya.. I discover tat some people in my school are really not not very certain where their gender lies lol- esp some vs guys n of cos some AWC ppl. I haf seen too many cases to prove this- the most obvious being huang who has assaulted me with "kisses" and the slap in the butt and the pole dance by Maurice on Jenson. Oh, n jiao is getting influence by huang too!! Horrors of horros- yee min please remain pure ar!
What happened on:
Wed: PW Q was revealed but the groupings are not known yet. Wow, PW sure is hectic- n the Q is horrible! "New perspectives" n "Natural Forces"- what the crap? Later got CO n it rain heavily just when we were about to go home!!! Huang took out the "ah ma" pattern umbrellas n we had a good laugh. Surprisingly, zi cheng n mr peng also went home with us- really jian gui!
Thu: Nothing much except tat we never do kick boxing for PE!!! So sad ok- though jane they all say is not fun. Yanru dun kept saying tat the black man is my "nan ren" ok- I just tink he do kick boxing v nice n his in the video lol :)! We did tennis but me n shanice were more busy picking up the balls- but its quite fun but a little violent!
Fri: Again nothing much... but jane they all kept laughing at my face lol- say my face v funny. But I try to haf serious face they still laugh- where got such things! Didn’t go for music fest cos no money but its ok cos I more concern about my pocket. Oh ya, they yirui is super pervertic lol! Firstly, he scolded me using some super chiem words and took photos of me with his cam phone with my permission. N kepting squeezing me out of the bus seat- even he bullies me!!! But I discover tat he is a good punching bag- even as good as Quek lol! I kept hitting him though dun dare to hit so hard- scared he take revenge. What kind of juniors is he evolving from? I haf my fill of werid juniors who are not so innocent after all!
Sat: Routinely went for CO practice and discover tat all AWC ppl is in for the syf!!! Cheers to all! Tan bo todae went pick on for quite a lot of stuffs but it help us improve which is good. Guo ling qiang didn't come todae which is bad cos we can't release earlier lol! Went to eat BK. For the first time, I shared some word with jenson- surprise he knows my name- n he say he knows everyone from pipa- I am so "impressed". The manager was so super rude lol- wen jie accidentally spilled the drink at the counter and he give him a back face and start slamming stuffs on the counter (actually he already started giving us black faces and slamming stuffs when we were buying stuffs). He didn’t even give wen jie a drink lol- so super attitude! If it was mac, they will gladly give he a new drink. What kind of service is tat- some more manager! Feel like boxing his face! Later had a good chat while eating. Know a bit my peng's past love life n met some er hu ppl from cchms co- oh got the cute sec 1 junior "aaron". Yi rui was so super jealous la about how we seniors was complimenting about the cute junior- haha! Later went to play badminton with jiao they all n hui qing at the CC there- played like siao n it was fun. My muscles aching but worth it la! Later went home n on the way- we sang chun and ji guan yu- v shiok!!!
Tuesday, 5 April 2005 ( 9:15 pm )
Haiz.. another boring day with lectures n hw lol...
Monday: I super sotong again lol- mistook my orientation tee for pe tee. Luckily dear mee help me go home n take lol... she super gd- must treat her some day :) The PE super tough leh... joined the running grp n discover running 4 rounds is worse than hell leh! Later give up n join back jumping grp- jump till i got muscle cramp. Later did sometink horrible- I walked into the LT3 cos i was late n saw a caucasian man. I sat down n discover tat all my friends not there! Later then I discover tat they change venue to LT 4- and the LT 3 is a e.lit class lol... no wonder the guys behind kept whispering softly... haiz .Played the harmo concerts pieces n abit hard leh- now haf to practice both pipa n harmo... hiaz. Later the bus come v fast lol- I v gan dong cos tat time me n yong sheng wait 4 like 25 min for 62... manage to reach home by 8.15pm leh! Shang leh!
Tuesday (todae): Nothing much except tat shancie they all kept laughing at me again- this time for no reason!- really must box them :P Yanru getting lame again n jane start saying "so gay leh" again. Oh n found out some juicy stuffs about lester thanx to jeremy. haha... I know wat to do tmr... haha
Tmr will know my pw grpings- both excited and a little scared... hope i won't be the only gal in my grp... Oh ya- ping hope ur com can recover n can play sims 2... Hui can sleep during lectures but maybe revise at home ba ;) Quek, hope ya matchmaking blog turns out well...
Sunday, 3 April 2005 ( 12:58 am )
Thanx to quek ping n hui for their great support- they bought the co concert tickets from me n I really v grateful! Haiz… 2 more tickets to sell for CO n 10 more for harmo!!! Haiz…
Todae went out with all my jie mei- TTC ppl- hui, quek, ping, dor… Dor n hui kept trying persuade me to watch eye 10- but I adamant about not going leh… cos I got no money. Enjoyed todae’s library outing- kept shopping till 5.30pm- realy tiring but worth it- gonna kept in close contact lol… Yoz ping, hope ya luv it in sp- sounds like u going to like it ;)
Me watching this creepy vampire show just now- but wat really freak me out is the samura advertisement. Though the show is dark n violent- I still like this kind of supernatural stories. Too bad no romance…
Discover I like v neglect huang they all lol- but nxt week gtg to play badminton- must warn ur first ar... my skills is worse than 12 ear old kid. I need like 2 minutes to serve the shuttlecock sometimes… so must be more tolerant ar…
Friday, 1 April 2005 ( 11:48 pm )
Wow... tmr got CO and the library trip. Can't wait to meet up with ping and doris- v long neva see them and really miss them lol- got lots to catch up with. Haha the 4 sisters are reunited again!
My dad's in China now so got to go sch myself- very tiring lol! But actually its not so bad lah except for the squeezy bus. I will always reach at a good time cos i dun haf to wait so long at the general office. Todae neva go sch cos i a bit sick but no mc- heard my teo neva mark attendance *whew* tink I miss out alot of lessons but who cares- i got to slack at home msging my 3 jie mei, bugging them to go my CO concert. Hope they go :) Quek already promise! V grateful to her! Got to watch the jie da huan xi last episode n its gd lol! But sorry to huang n min cos i like pai sei they all- cos neva go CO- but i really abit sick ma!
Had a talk with my mom yesterdae n discover tat I was nearly matchmaked like now! My mom has this friend whom I meet once near my house for like 2 minutes. She like me alot (just becos of my face :P) n wan to matchmake me with her 22 year old son who according to my mom is v handsome n well build. Somemore wan me to watch the video of the elder son's wedding to c the 2nd son to c whether i like him! Haha... i honoured lah but seriously... i tink its funny. Err... tink I rather find a guy by myself unless fate brings us together lol- n tink he a bit too old for me- at least for now. Luckily mom is more reasonable- if its the last century, i will probably be in a sedan now getting married- to a unknown guy!!! Haha...
Haiz... my msn like got problem leh! Sorry to huang cos I can't give her advice due to my lousy com! Everyone running 4 exco lol- make me so extra- But I definitely not running cos I am someone who dun like to do things tat people may not like- and being a big leader will force me to do that- not tat I will even hav a chance la. Sorry people but I just dun like to stand out- just like san cai in the meteor garden. Ur please dun run for the same post hoh! I will haf hard time voting! Gd luck guys! Yong yuan zhi chi ni men!
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